http://faerye.net/post/waterworks Comments on "Waterworks" - Faerye Net 2003-07-28T08:40:49+00:00 http://faerye.net/post/waterworks#comment-299 Re: Other Theory 2003-07-28T08:40:49+00:00 2003-07-28T08:40:49+00:00 <p>I think you&#8217;re smart. That seems very true, to the point where I&#8217;m hitting my head and saying &#8220;duh&#8221;. However, it still leaves &#8220;Why Felicity cries more than other people&gt;&#8221; Maybe I require more emotional sustenance.</p> felicity http://faerye.net/post/waterworks#comment-295 Other Theory 2003-07-26T13:27:36+00:00 2003-07-26T13:27:36+00:00 <p>I think people have a fundamental need to experience grief and sorrow and things like that on a regular basis. I don&#8217;t think that art necessarily provides a release valve for stuff that&#8217;s in you that you can&#8217;t let out, but rather that it provides you with a way to vicariously experience sensations that you can&#8217;t experience directly - or in this case, would rather not experience directly - but that are still valuable and necessary sensations to experience.</p> Rock Star http://faerye.net/post/waterworks#comment-293 Crying as an emotional release valve 2003-07-26T01:45:42+00:00 2003-07-26T01:45:42+00:00 <p>I don&#8217;t know why it works, or how, but crying is probably one of the strangest things that can happen to the human body. It&#8217;s almost literally like opening the floodgates when the dam can&#8217;t hold back the emotions any longer. I&#8217;m not sure why it works that way. Are people the only animals that cry?</p> <p> Being able to cry is a sign that you keep your emotions close to the surface, I think. Years ago, when I was a very different person, it wasn&#8217;t uncommon for me to tear up at a movie or something emotionally stirring. Eventually, though, as I began burying my emotions deeper and deeper under the surface, crying became a very rare thing. When it did happen, it was because I had buried things for so long and to such an extent that I couldn&#8217;t contain them anymore. It was the sort of crying that would only happen once a year, but that leaves you totally fucked up for a good three days, after which you have to slowly piece yourself back together (and install new and improved emotional shielding to ensure that it doesn&#8217;t happen again). </p> <p> It&#8217;s probably a real bad pattern to fall into. It&#8217;s been years since I&#8217;ve cried. Who knows what&#8217;ll happen next time. So yeah, it&#8217;s a good thing that you cry. Keep it up. It&#8217;s like an emotional enema. Good for what ails you. </p> <p> I bet that&#8217;s why I like movies so much. Movies fuck with your emotions, whether you want them to or not. They force you to feel. That sure is a lot easier than actually feeling on your own. By a strange coincidence, at movie night tonight, we watched <a href="http://us.imdb.com/Details?0290212">Full Frontal</a>, which is a movie about how movies provide an emotional release for fucked up people. Ha. </p> wonko